I am suddenly moving a month earlier. I am so happy and anxious about it at the same time. Things happened, and Sam said to me why don’t we get a place next month when I visit. Of course I said yes and now I don’t have to leave, I can stay with my babe forever.
uuurgh so happy.
Danny Elfman - This Time (Unused Electric Song - Demo) (from Tim Burton’s The Nightmare Before Christmas)
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It seems more and more real every day I get closer to summer. I remember when I thought it’d take ages for me to graduate from community college but I did it. Now I’m anxiously awaiting WSU to get my information so I can anticipate an acceptance letter. There is after all no reason I shouldn’t get in.
After that is concrete then I will tell my grandfather. I’m not gonna tell him I’m living with Sam though. That would be a bit too much. I’ll just say I’ve got roommates through the school.
Let’s see…I also applied to the IKEA there so hopefully I will be able to transfer. If not, there’s always work-study to fall back on until I find a part time job. And I’m spending a week out there with Sam, both to visit and see apts, my school, and if I like it there.
I can’t wait for the moment where I’m doing exactly what I want to make myself happy and not just what my family wants.
Harry Potter Series
Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone/Philosopher’s Stone
Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix
Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince
Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 1
Pirates of the Caribbean
Pirates of the Caribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl
Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man’s Chest
Pirates of the Caribbean: At World’s End
Pirates of the Caribbean: On Stranger Tides
Twilight
The Chronicles of Narnia
The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe
The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian
The Chronicles of Narnia: The Voyage of the Dawn Treader
Lord of the Rings
The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
Percy Jackson
Percy Jackson and the Olympians The Lightning Thief
Cinderella
Cinderella II: Dreams Come True
Cinderella III: A Twist in Time
The Swan Princess
Little Mermaid
The Little Mermaid II: Return to the Sea
The Little Mermaid: Ariel’s Beginning
Beauty and the Beast
Beauty and the Beast: The Enchanted Christmas
Pinocchio
Sleeping Beauty
Pocahontas
Pocahontas II: Journey to a New World
The Princess and the Frog
Tangled
Aladdin
Aladdin and the King of Thieves
Mulan
Peter Pan
Peter Pan: Return to Never Land
Thumbelina
Robin Hood
Shrek
Shrek: +3D The Story Continues
Donkeys Christmas Shrektacular
Alice in the Wonderland
Toy Story
Tarzan
The Incredibles
Up
Lion King
The Lion King II: Simba’s Pride
The Land Before Time
The Land Before Time: The Great Valley
The Land Before Time V: The Mysterious Island
The Land Before Time X The Great Longneck Migration
The Land Before Time IX Journey to the Big Water
The Land Before Time IV Journey Through the Mists
The Land Before Time XIII: The Wisdom of Friends
Bambi
The Bee Movie
Dumbo
Hercules
Meet the Robinsons
Cars
WALL-E
Mars Needs Moms
A Christmas Carol
Bolt
Ratatouille
Chicken Little
Brother Bear
Finding Nemo
Monster Inc.
Monster House
Monsters Vs. Aliens
Kung Fu Panda
Kung Fu Panda Secrets of the Furious Five
How to Train Your Dragon
Gnomeo and Juliet
The Ant Bully
Rango
Happily N’Ever After
Open Season
The Fox Hound
Lady and the Tramp
One Hundred and One Dalmatians
101 Dalmatians II Patch’s London Adventure
Ice Age
Ice Age: Dawn of the Dinosaurs
Megamind
Legend of the Guardians The Owls of Ga’Hoole
Legend of the Guardians The Owls of Ga’Hoole
Alpha and Omega
Despicable Me
OH MAH GAH WHAT .
OMFG OMFG :D:D:D:D:D Hello overnight Disney marathon!
Yes! They actually work, too! I’m watching Despicable Me atm :)
fuck me man. whoever posted this is a ledgend.
This is why I love Tumblr.
I fucking love Tumblr.
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A request sketch for ivycoveredgarden of her character.
Sada did a sketch for me of the main protagonist of my story, Morrigan.
Web version here for easier reading: https://sites.google.com/site/oasisaliciarousseau/home/oasis-chapter-1-preview
Chapter 1
Web version here for easier reading: https://sites.google.com/site/oasisaliciarousseau/home/oasis-chapter-1-preview
Chapter 1
My lover got accepted to the upper echelons of Oasis on my birthday. The betrayal struck me like a tossed stone. When did he find the time to apply? Because of this, I wasn’t sorry when they dragged him to the square. We promised each other a life together here in the Outer lands and he left me behind.
I bet you’re wondering what happened to him after that. I couldn’t watch my fiancé be put through humiliation. I couldn’t stand to be pitied no matter how I felt about the betrayal. So what I tell you now was relayed to me by a neighbor. They tied him to the worn and splintered wood pole I had seen many times in the town square. A great crowd gathered to jeer and jest at him, throwing all manner of insults. The Mayor put around his neck a wood sign with the word ‘Deserter’ crudely carved into it. When she told me this part I imagined the fine particles of sand whipped around, covering him in a layer of grime. That detail made up in my head wasn’t reality though. The real scene was the sun beaming down on him hot and harsh, making sweat pour down his face. The desert air was stock still, no wind at all as I imagined. My neighbor said that she wished they had killed him before he could join “them” but the penalty for taking the humiliation too far was just about as bad as being betrayed. The penalty was death. It may sound extreme to you but the penalty for breaking their rules result in death often. They don’t want too many of us around. No uprisings could happen here. They keep the population lower so that the people of Oasis always outnumber use 10 to 1.
Matilda continued her re-telling of what happened to my fiancé. She said he was covered in eggs that the crowd threw immediately after the ‘signing’. I can imagine the smell despite my still sitting in the small living room in our home. Eggs thrown for humiliation time were rotten eggs. We couldn’t eat them anyway so we saved them for occasions like this. The smell probably wafted off him like a suffocating dust storm, swiping the breath of everyone who got near him. I stretched the hem of my dress between clenched fists and looked down at my knees. If Matilda saw my tears welling up I would hear no end of it. You’re not supposed to feel for traitors. Her babble faded into the background as my eyes focused on the dark green rug. I stretched out my toes and clenched them tight on the fibers, feeling how soft it was. I hated this rug. ‘Ugly’ I said to my fiancé more than once. Now I was regretting those words. I didn’t want him to remember me as the Negative Nancy who hated a stupid, insignificant rug. The woman who just couldn’t get over a rug. After all, what’s a rug in the grand scheme of our lives? I hate that I even fought with him.
“Matilda.” I spoke her name suddenly. “They’ve taken Isaiah by now haven’t they?”
Matilda gave a queer look, her dull blue eyes full of suspicion. She claims, “Oh I don’t know. I left early to come tell you this…”
She sounds like I’m being ungrateful. It takes all my strength not to roll my eyes at her. Respect your elders, Morrigan. I can’t help it. She’s so goddamn nosy all the time. I’ve suspected she is a spy for the Elite since I was little. It was perfect. No one would suspect a doddering old woman. I let out a harsh sigh and mutter that she doesn’t have to bother if she doesn’t know. I stand and walk over to the window, leaning on the sill. The desert stretched out before me though its color muted through the dirty glass. I live on the edge of the raggedy, shanty town of East Glass. Technically the outer land territories have no official names, another way to dehumanize us, but the townsfolk of each place name their homes. After all most of us are going to be here our entire lives. Except for Isaiah.
I turn to look at Matilda again. I stare a long while, taking in her wrinkled skin that reminded me of a new born baby. She is so oblivious. She’s messing around with the tea tray on the coffee table and not even looking at me any longer. Suddenly, anger fills me up and threatens to burst out of the cracks. How dare she just sit there and ignore my feelings, ignore that Isaiah means the world to me? I hate her in this instant.
“I’m going to the square.” My voice is tense and hot. It surprises her enough to hear that tone out of me that she doesn’t respond before I sweep out of the house, not looking back even to lock the door behind me.
I get so lonely. Nothing seems to ease it even if I try to fill up my life with some meaning or people. Ultimately I’m always depressed and lonely. Sam makes me feel happy and needed. I miss him so much.
I’m always terrified that the problems I had in my relationship before will return so anytime I feel like he’s ignoring me I start getting panicky. One or two times isn’t enough to say it has but i’m afraid it’ll happen again. If it does I’ll probably not say anything cause i’m pathetic and don’t want him to get angry at me. He says occasionally that he won’t get mad at me for expressing my feelings anymore but he does whether he means to or not.
There’s a lot more perfect things about us than imperfect. He has a temper but so what? I have a myriad of mental issues that cause me to be emotionally irrational 80% of the time. He still loves me despite me being the most difficult person ever. So even if he ignores me or gets mad at me and it never changes I’ll still love him.
It doesn’t happen all the time but usually when i’m feeling lonely and vulnerable like this week, it bothers me the most. Maybe it coincides with these times cause I put too much on him so subconsciously he’s trying to lessen the emotional burden. I need to stop relying in him to fix me.
